Suruchi's Dreamland

All very true. Cheers. Steve.

hey thanx...and very quick...i just posted it.

Thank you for for putting your point straight. And its not about ghumao-phirao or manipulating someone, its about a lover's hesitation.

But as I said, if she can't understand my silence, she will never understand my words. Secondly, I am a spiritual and conservative man, a believer...and I believe love is a force. Strongest of all. How can u understand the feeling that when u look straight into the eyes of the one you love and yet cant say a word. Why? I can't understand. Can u explain that?

Coz, I am afraid, she my dissapear if I touch her. You will simply never understand.

All I have to say to you is something I posted against a comment, but u need to read it carefully --

Every word, every breath, every blink is for her. But everyone has a rainbow of its own, I have seen mine. You will see yours -- only if you dare to go out when it rains and look against the sun -- you will find love!

Hope u will go out in rain. will u?

Do u believe in Destiny?

In the end love is all that matters.

Im extremly sorry if i'v hurt u, i did'nt mean to intend that. That ghumao-fi thing was a comment on me not on u...and i guess i can understand what kind of hesitation u r feeling...once again im sorry...extremly sorry....but what can i do, if i dont understand such things....so i'll again say that comment was on my stupidity and not on ur feelings....sorry :-(

Hi Again - Your piece inspired me to write something on love. I started out to make a joke, the way I always do. But it turned out a bit depressing. Naturally, I blame you. Cheers. Steve.

As you had said, this blog is really very vagues. But the vagueness is not in the thought, but that you tried to address alot in this one blog alone. I believe, you should write a series on the topic, which I am happy to see, is dealt with so well. The best thing in you is you are too simple to realise what you are. But, there are people who could see through your eyes and know your depth.

Life brings with it unsatiable... reasons to be happy.

Nicely written and deeply understood thoughts, only missing link -- somethings are so valuable that life loses meaning infront of them, whether it was Gandhi who found a raeson to live, or Mother Teresssa or millions of unknown faces who live their lives for what they believe in, even if they are not happy. Who knows Gandhi was happy in his heart? Was so Beethiven? Picasso? Dally? Touch your heart and tell me are you happy? I touch my heart and I can say I am not. What defines happiness? Possession, ownership, wealth...? But I do feel happy, in moments which drop by in my life unexpectedly. One of those moments was, when I almost reached the epoch of telling her that I love her, but I could't. All I could do was sigh...coz I almost did a big blunder, but she forgave me. You know what happiness is? When a 10-year-old kid opens the fridge at night while everyone else is sleeping and steals some bread and put it in front of his dog who he imagined was hungry. When he does so, could you imagine his state of mind -- a very selfless act, but supreme bliss that even a king wouldn't feel while endorsed by a priest as ruler. Weire example, though, but these small things make big life -- true life. Try to water a plant and you will know what happiness is?

Conclusion, as you said how can one attach his happiness with some one else? My answer, try to love and you will know. You know, I love this girl . But I haven't told her yet, and I dont even know when the seed of love was sowed. But, in someway or the other it germinated and there it is -- changing my life, making it a better and better. I have not told that lady, but I want to -- you know why I am apprehensive, her rejection. I am clinging with the hope. But, as I said what is my demand in this love, what am I asking for. Only thing I want from her is walk with me so that we can achieve those dreams sleeping in our eyes, add meaning and goodness to our lives, all I want is to put some dreams in her eyes, and make her realise what she is. Having done so, I trust I lived my life to the fullest.

In her I want a best friend, a comrade, a partner. Someone once asked me what is wife to you, I told: a best friend.

So, you can see, Suruchi, I have a reason to live, and as Dr King once said, "You are not fit to live, if you have not found something you can die for." I have find some one I can die for.

What do you say "Is it worth dying for?"

Swapnil.

"This shall pass too" Good inspirational line. But with all due respect madam, you don't know how much it takes along with it

A poem by Bourdillon sums the situation I am going through. But as there is a saying 'music is nothing to deaf'. This peace only matter to those who can see through words at the unknown that is heart.
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The night has a thousand eyes,
And the day but one;
Yet the light of a bright world dies
When day is done.

The mind has a thousand eyes,
And the heart but one;
Yet the light of a whole life dies
When love is done.
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Francis William Bourdillon

ur very right in saying that life never stops for anyone and it shuldnt.it happens with many of us that the people we think are the ones we want to spend our life with are not exactly the ones. it hurts in the beginning like every change hurts but then finally it becomes normal and then the realisation dawns that we deserve better. this is my way of looking at things.

hi sur
ur piece of writing really inspired.u r absolutely correct in sayin life never stopsfor any1.nice post.keep bloggin'
chandru

hey nice post, i completely agree with u ;thats de way it is.....'. njoy the life which u hv fr as logn as u kan. and one needs 2 move on in life, though it may take time.

neha.

hi,
what u r saying is very true.
hope u actually follow and mean what u say....
be cheerful always.

Life is sometimes hard and soft sometimes, one has to take things head on. You look like brave girl with nice understanding of this intiguing phenomena.
Nice post.
Thanks.

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